I really miss you Barry and i wish that you were here, to hug me with your loving arms. I know life goes on as always but things seem out of place now that i can't see your smiling face. Although it's really painful to think that you are gone. I know you're in a better place when all is said and done. I will never forget you and we'll never be apart in all the special memories i keep inside my heart. Merry Christmas sweetheart and Happy New Year with all my love now and forever Janine xxxxxx